nothing is as it seems, at least not at first glance. sometimes it takes a minute for it to register in your mind, body and soul. more often than not people don't seem to fully realize that which is taking place all around them simultaneously and all the time. all day every day there are things occuring around you and if you pay close attention you will begin to understand how these things affect you and how you influence the effect by way of which decisions you make. it is really very interesting to recognize this consciously although it is very difficult.